It is really interesting how God can work in the most smallest and least expected ways. I feel realli realli encouraged after ready a fellow brother's blog. These last few days have been hard...I'm not quite sure how to explain but it has been..but the Lord is soooo good. He knows our hearts and knows just what we need when we need it. Thank you.


o/~ may the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing to you o God.. you're my rock and my redeemer you're the reason that I sing, I desire to be a blessing in your eyes. Every hour and every moment, Lord I want to be your servant. I desire to be a blessing in your eyes.

~tomorrow..O_o :) :? ^_^ =)

I can't believe that I'm leaving tomorrow...it seems soo weird and bizarre cuz i don't think it has hit me just yet. I woke up this morning feeling excited and quesey and nervous all at the same time. There is so much I want to do before I go and it narrows down to about 26 hrs in which i could do it all.. For those of you I haven't mentionned it to.. I'm going to Hong Kong. =)

It has been a long journey coming to this point.. Most of you are probably wondering.. " WHAT are you talking about..????? you haven't even gone..yet" Well a little background: I've wanted to go back to Hong Kong for at least 3-4 summers now with my family. We've always been looking for a chance to go back to visit my family back there but there has never been the opportunity to do so. I know I have been praying for this for such a long time but not knowing when it was going to happen. I think I always imagined it to happen a certain way also, being able to go back with my whole family and do things together. I was excited about shopping, seeing childhood friends, childhood places etc...on top of visiting my grandparents and other relatives..

BUT early this year, God placed a real burden on my heart to pray for my grandma who does not know Christ :( This has been something always in the back of my mind. But I guess my prayer for it has never been something I NEEDED to do. It never struck me how much I wanted Her to see God's Love and Know that He Loves Her SO much! I've never talked to her about this part of my life and I realized it was cuz I always assumed she wouldn't listen. BUt I know God opens doors for a reason and I truely believe that I can't do it, BUT HE CAN! So ya... this is the reason I believe GOd God has given me the opportunity to go back. It is neat becuz I am not going back with family,even though my sister and my mom will join me later. I think God made it work out this way so I must trust Him alone and also that i will have some more time with my grandma. It is also neat cuz he's taken away my desire to do any of the other things ie/ shopping .. I will prolly end up shopping..:P but.. i'm not there to shop which I felt was a real big change of heart.

anyways...sorrry such a long entry. I know I don't have the cantonese or words to be able to speak to my grandma about Christ. I've been trying to learn but..ya...not going so well. I believe though that like Moses and Jeremiah..that God will provide the words. =)I would like to ask you all to help pray for my grandma. Thank you for all your encouragement and support :) I'll write more hopefully when I get to HK.. until then.. take care everyone =) HOpe to talk to you all soon :) GOd bless!