~Let go and let God~

Praise God ^_^ I woke up this morning feeling soooo free :) I was finally able to go of my fears and just follow...it wasn't easy and I think i struggled a lot making it all the more hard...but the Lord is sooo good and He knows my heart.=) He knew what I needed, what I felt I couldn't do and He did it! =) Yay Yay yay :) It all goes to Him ^_^ And just being able to let this all go...into his hands.. I feel the burden is lifted and just joy ^_^ Joy...being His child. I feel excited about CC..and...want so much to learn more and have him show me more =) YAY ^_^

~learning..

"MY grace is SUFFICIENT for you." 2 Corinthians 12:9
"I can do all things through HIM who strengthens me" Philippians 4:13

- i was hearing someone read from John this past week...and it reminded me of something.. After Jesus reappears to his disciples..on one occasion, he talks to Peter and asks him if he loved Him... He asks this 3 times. Then Jesus said "Follow me". "Peter turned and saw that the disciple whom Jesus loved was following them. When Peter saw him, he asked," LOrd, what about him?" Jesus answered, "If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? You must follow me." It just reminded me of something..someone once said about this passage. That Jesus is saying to me...it doesn't matter what I made THEM for....what I made THEM to do... I just want YOU to follow me. He wants me to follow Him, doesn't matter the obstacles , my fears...He will take care of them. I just need to follow. =) It was a great encouragement and reminder to me :)

-went skating today ^_^ ...haven't gone in the longest time...as i was gliding along the glassy surface the cool air blowing against my face as I travelled through air..I felt so free as though all these things on my mind were nothing and all there is...is God's goodness to me...felt like i was flying...with no wings...but flying..

thoughts....random...running through my head...

I don't think there's a worser feeling in the world than when you know the Lord wants you to do something...and...u realize its something you just can't do. or maybe..."can't" isn't the right word..cuz we always have the choice to .. but that's how i feel right now.. i just ...ccaann't . This is so depressing. "Faith if not accompanied by action is dead" I know this. So i know what i need to do...can i do it?