2 separate thoughts.
first.
shock
i didn't see that one coming.....

second.
Running. What from?...I dunno. I've lost me....in the midst of it... someone came up to me today...and said "how are you? you don't seem as 'jovial' and happy as you used to.." .....I know that....I feel it too. The scariest thing is I feel like......i might not care. But in cantata today....one thing spoke out to me.."God's own Son came reaching, reaching out to a world that lost its way".
Christmas is about hope. Maybe that's why my msn picture is a rainbow. Cuz I remember when I saw that rainbow...awhile back.....that it reminded me of hope. There is hope. I need to stop....and face life.