Hiya =)
I seem to always be writing around this time at night...I was just noticing that for my last few writings...:) hehe.. I'm sorry about sunday's entry.. i was rereading it...and...yeah...I sound very cluttered and I think that's how my brain has been ...just thinking about a lot of stuff..
Today was an interesting, (to say the least) ...kinda day =) Anita and I were supposed to meet Muy Jhou for lunch...but we JUST missed the bus by a little! aahh...and we were supposed to meet her ON the bus so...O_o ....we didn't know what to do.. Finally we decided that we would split,since we had two mobiles,...one of us would go to the city hoping to find her near Target and the other walk to her house...to see if she had decided to go home.. Wow...it seemed like one chance in a million especially if Muy Jhou decided to go to the city cuz we didn't set a meeting place at all!
So....anita took the bus into city and I started to walk. I was walking so fast! .....my legs were starting to ache..but anyways...all the while...I was feeling bad.(I dun like being late...or...not knowing where ppl are...feeling that I should've been there..) ...and..praying.. praying that we'd find her. But in my head...all the worst case scenarios were also going through my head. Anyways...on arriving at her house...I rang the doorbell to find..... no one at home. "not good" I called Anita to let her know..then decided to write a note to Muy Jhou in case she went home. As I was about to slip it under the door when her parents came home. haha :) I tried to talk to them but they only spoke mandarin... ahh...well.. I left them the note. Then...headed for the bus. Still praying. Praying that Anita would find her...though chances were soooo slim. or if she hadn't gone to the city..I would spot her. As time passed.. I began to see the impossibility of finding her...and just when I thought "it is impossible", my pocket started to vibrate!!! THE PHONE! I picked it up.. it said,"You'll never guess what happened?!?" ....
"...." i had no words.. so happy. God is good. =) I really can't believe that he did it. It was almost as though I could hear him say "oh ye of little faith" I smiled. I had no reason to believe that he wouldn't watch out for me....or that this was impossible. Praise the Lord for he is good :) Its not cuz he found her for me. But because...he shows me...time and time again that he is faithful..almost trying to whack my head...each time..I doubt..despite my lack of faith..he continues to show me..and spend time..showing me i have no reason to doubt. :)
The rest of today was just...uplifting.. we had really good conversations during the rest of our time together...about life...purpose..and she shared with us her testimony. And..it was such a powerful testimony :) It brought such inspiration and joy to me as I heard it and as I heard her talk. She was so passionate and you could tell by her expression and tone that it was real. that God was moving in her...not giving up on her...and after turning to him...she has the desire..the DESIre to KNOW..God's love. And just hearing those words come out of her mouth...just brought this overwhelming joy to me =)
Hehe....as we bused home...Anita and I were talking...so into it that we had no idea whether we missed our stop or not.. ^_^ hehe...so we rang the bell thing...and got off...but then realized we hadn't passed our stop and were in fact still a bit away.. hehe. ahh well..it was a nice day.. a great day to walk.. and think and THank~ God...just for being HIM.... and giving him glory for this day ^_^ . THank you God ! ^_^
** CAN't Believe it! Tiff's gonna be here TOMORROW MORNING!! hehe.....so soon! =) please keep praying for her safety.
**To those back home who just finished exams, CONGRATS :) :) can't wait to talk to you all...write me please =P
I seem to always be writing around this time at night...I was just noticing that for my last few writings...:) hehe.. I'm sorry about sunday's entry.. i was rereading it...and...yeah...I sound very cluttered and I think that's how my brain has been ...just thinking about a lot of stuff..
Today was an interesting, (to say the least) ...kinda day =) Anita and I were supposed to meet Muy Jhou for lunch...but we JUST missed the bus by a little! aahh...and we were supposed to meet her ON the bus so...O_o ....we didn't know what to do.. Finally we decided that we would split,since we had two mobiles,...one of us would go to the city hoping to find her near Target and the other walk to her house...to see if she had decided to go home.. Wow...it seemed like one chance in a million especially if Muy Jhou decided to go to the city cuz we didn't set a meeting place at all!
So....anita took the bus into city and I started to walk. I was walking so fast! .....my legs were starting to ache..but anyways...all the while...I was feeling bad.(I dun like being late...or...not knowing where ppl are...feeling that I should've been there..) ...and..praying.. praying that we'd find her. But in my head...all the worst case scenarios were also going through my head. Anyways...on arriving at her house...I rang the doorbell to find..... no one at home.
"...." i had no words.. so happy. God is good. =) I really can't believe that he did it. It was almost as though I could hear him say "oh ye of little faith" I smiled. I had no reason to believe that he wouldn't watch out for me....or that this was impossible. Praise the Lord for he is good :) Its not cuz he found her for me. But because...he shows me...time and time again that he is faithful..almost trying to whack my head...each time..I doubt..despite my lack of faith..he continues to show me..and spend time..showing me i have no reason to doubt. :)
The rest of today was just...uplifting.. we had really good conversations during the rest of our time together...about life...purpose..and she shared with us her testimony. And..it was such a powerful testimony :) It brought such inspiration and joy to me as I heard it and as I heard her talk. She was so passionate and you could tell by her expression and tone that it was real. that God was moving in her...not giving up on her...and after turning to him...she has the desire..the DESIre to KNOW..God's love. And just hearing those words come out of her mouth...just brought this overwhelming joy to me =)
Hehe....as we bused home...Anita and I were talking...so into it that we had no idea whether we missed our stop or not.. ^_^ hehe...so we rang the bell thing...and got off...but then realized we hadn't passed our stop and were in fact still a bit away.. hehe. ahh well..it was a nice day.. a great day to walk.. and think and THank~ God...just for being HIM.... and giving him glory for this day ^_^ . THank you God ! ^_^
** CAN't Believe it! Tiff's gonna be here TOMORROW MORNING!! hehe.....so soon! =) please keep praying for her safety.
**To those back home who just finished exams, CONGRATS :) :) can't wait to talk to you all...write me please =P

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