troubled...today...
I have been struggling with what and how to teach my sunday school class... it seems that no matter how i choose to present material...they always...seem to have blank stares back.. or...seem to be very uninterested. I guess its been on my mind cuz even after the time was over...the constant thought has been on my mind...and tugging at my heart. I've really wanted to reach out to the teens especially those in my class...but....
or...maybe its not just these matters.. i guess there are certain other things that have been on my mind...things that I don't really want to discuss...but yeah...I guess I've been thinking a lot. I know for those of you know that know me..:) hehe.. Thinking a lot can be a good thing ^_^ but...sometimes...it could also be a bad thing. Maybe its cuz I'm feeling time here..is passing too quickly..and I don't seem to be accomplishing anything I can hold on to. I'm not sure exactly what it is.. maybe a combination of things..:?
I was inspired today by someone though.. :) there's one thing..that has been on my mind. I guess...I didn't really want to admit to myself that it was on my mind but it was. There was this girl...and...she looked passed the obvious...and looked at the details...to care for someone else.. I don't really want to give details making this very hard to explain. But it really made me realize... how noticing...certain things that normally go unnoticed is very important. Of all people, I didn't expect her to care in such a way..but she did... maybe...it was cuz..I've been hurt..in such a way..but I thought it was petty for me to feel hurt.. yet...when she brought it up...it made me think "wow..she understands".
it prolly doesn't make any sense to people reading.. I want to thank this girl though she won't know who she is.. at this moment anyways.. I also want to thank God... for showing me what I needed to learn..:) Lord help me keep learning...and keep seeking...you.
"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess for he who promised is faithful" Hebrews 10:23~
he promised. and he is faithful. Thank you Lord~thank you for being an ever present constant in my life..someone I can always rely on...turn to. I am assured in knowing that YOU will never abandon me.
I have been struggling with what and how to teach my sunday school class... it seems that no matter how i choose to present material...they always...seem to have blank stares back.. or...seem to be very uninterested. I guess its been on my mind cuz even after the time was over...the constant thought has been on my mind...and tugging at my heart. I've really wanted to reach out to the teens especially those in my class...but....
or...maybe its not just these matters.. i guess there are certain other things that have been on my mind...things that I don't really want to discuss...but yeah...I guess I've been thinking a lot. I know for those of you know that know me..:) hehe.. Thinking a lot can be a good thing ^_^ but...sometimes...it could also be a bad thing. Maybe its cuz I'm feeling time here..is passing too quickly..and I don't seem to be accomplishing anything I can hold on to. I'm not sure exactly what it is.. maybe a combination of things..:?
I was inspired today by someone though.. :) there's one thing..that has been on my mind. I guess...I didn't really want to admit to myself that it was on my mind but it was. There was this girl...and...she looked passed the obvious...and looked at the details...to care for someone else.. I don't really want to give details making this very hard to explain. But it really made me realize... how noticing...certain things that normally go unnoticed is very important. Of all people, I didn't expect her to care in such a way..but she did... maybe...it was cuz..I've been hurt..in such a way..but I thought it was petty for me to feel hurt.. yet...when she brought it up...it made me think "wow..she understands".
it prolly doesn't make any sense to people reading.. I want to thank this girl though she won't know who she is.. at this moment anyways.. I also want to thank God... for showing me what I needed to learn..:) Lord help me keep learning...and keep seeking...you.
"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess for he who promised is faithful" Hebrews 10:23~
he promised. and he is faithful. Thank you Lord~thank you for being an ever present constant in my life..someone I can always rely on...turn to. I am assured in knowing that YOU will never abandon me.
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